this has to be the hardest decision of my life..i dont know what to do…
rawr..dumb boyfriends..why cant everybody just fuck, then we dont need boyfriends, girlfriends, or friends with benefits, and then there would be no issues…
thank you, i am done now
Nakey!!!!!!!!!!
time
I base my life on time.
I know its wrong.
But I live for it.
Its sick
I count the minutes,
Hours, Days, until an event
Then after the event,
I immediately wait for the next
Like a child that wants ice cream
A child that fixates on one thing,
until they receive it
just thinking about the one thing gives me high
I cant control it
It’s a need
I count down time in my mind
Like a crazy person
I don’t understand
I don’t want to
Nor do I need to
All I know is I need time
I cant handle my life without time
I need a watch or phone with time
I need my time
It is my drug
The time between the event,
The even I cant wait for,
Is far, far away,
Gives me more time to fixate
I imagine everything that will happen
Things during that time
Things before the time is up
Things even after the event
I like time
It gives me time
Time to think
Imagine, believe, and think even more
When your best friend butt dials you and is with the rest of your friends, but you werent invited, yeah that sucks ass and doesnt make you feel to loved or wanted, and makes you question if you are really best friends
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